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Subject brought back. Ambient thoughts. Lights dimmed. Dimmer. Dimmer still. Grasping at pieces. Scraps, things that were once, and once were; could have beens. Nothingmores. Pulverized. Again and again. It tastes like salt, and fat. Carrying loads of spoons - clenched in the left. Completely stain the serene, with the embellished gloss of bloody plasticine. Close your eyes, and kill for me. I never put you away, and now I'm falling apart. All these voices are someone else’s, and its alright to be sickened. But, keep one hand on the gun, the other one in mine. Let’s kill the man behind the curtain. Inhale. Inhale. Float. It tastes like salt, and fat. Palatable. An agonizing wave from the adrenal glands; warm rushes to the ears. So just listen. Previous words have slipped from me, like a vulture carried them away in its claws. The feelings escape me. All you need is an ear, so just listen. Just feel. Something.

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Oiseaux

Graze the coarser blades A folly only few know all too well What can and will be decided If only we were able to see them Or feel them Or maybe even be them Raze the former places That we once called our homes Cinders piled high and hungry If only we were able to quell them Or join them Or maybe even feed them Unrequited dreams Of laughter and screams Of slaughter, and it careens Off the mirror's reflection In no certain direction And we wait in silence In solitude, in violence And we wait - we wait To be able to breathe Or swallow Or maybe even gasp

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Something Safe

Poisoning the lives Of all the neverminds We dig and search inside For something we can't find It's how the story goes But no one ever knows The grit and hate that shows I hope you'll be forgotten I cannot reach the hate Behind this iron gate The leaves all dead and rotten I hope you'll be forgotten Break the bones inside your hands To belong to a select few Ill begotten Alone in filth we stand Amongst the withered damned Corpses of the flowers that will never be Allowed to flourish, stop them I hope you'll be forgotten

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"If home is where the heart is, then why do I feel so fucking heartless?" Mother Mercy, take my hand The time has come for all to see The spire burns, make no amends We're all that's left, but not as friends Block the way, there's nowhere left to go A 'nothingmore' seeps from lips so dead Dragged away and down so low, don't give in to the vertigo Something more, something less and prices paid The pain of blame, relayed So now we stand, stalwart, steadfast and at the end A fleeting glimpse of once a friend

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A soul. A spirit. Energy. Whatever you choose to call it - I never knew it could feel sorrow. Pain. Remorse. I killed myself yesterday, and instantly regretted it. As it flashed, I thought of my son. I thought of how he would be left alone, with an alcoholic mother and an abusive half-sister. The misery he would have to face, growing up without his father. How he would probably turn out just like I did, finding solace in substance abuse. Clutching to the first person to pay him any sort of attention, and the loneliness that would ensue. I asked for another chance. A chance to make it right; to raise my son in an environment that would be be

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Artist // Professional // Traditional Art

July 29, 1985
United States
Deviant for 18 years
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Heavynova

Jun 7, 2019

I do this a lot, don't I?

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So, I've still got things to post, but SHOULD I? I mean, they're writings. No drawn art or anything lately, haven't been able to draw. That muse is on an extended vacation. My writing muse sends me letters once in a while though, so there's that. Would anyone actually like for me to post some words? I know there's a few of you ol' timers out there that watched me for that. I need the creative outlet, so I'm asking.

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Heavynova

Feb 4, 2019

Whoa.

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I'm back for the time being. I'll be submitting a little bit more than I ave in recent... years. It's going to be a lot of written word and poetry, though. Sorry for those who don't watch me for that. Sorry, not sorry. Things have been less than stellar, let me tell you. Actually, I'm not going to tell you, but you can use your imagination. We're all artists here, we all have that ability. To use imagination, that is. But, the news is that I'll be writing again, at least for the time being. You guys MIGHT see some line art from me, but I'm not too sure - I haven't been able to draw in what seems like forever. I just haven't been able to f

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Heavynova

Feb 4, 2019

So, you guys are gonna be seeing some stuff from me again. Got nothing but time and inspiration now. Probably some written word to start out, then maybe some line art if I can find my muse again.

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evtrax

Jul 10, 2021

hello, i am making an original pokedex fic (basically i expand the entries from a few sentences to a few paragraphs) and i would really like to use your fakemon. is that ok? i would credit you

Which ones?

I will make a list

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GabyCoutino

Apr 26, 2018

Nice gallery

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